Welcome to 2010

Welcome to 2010.

In 2008 I had thousands of posts on numerous pregnancy websites. In 2009 I maybe had twenty....

9 months after my initial diagnosis and I STILL have toxoplasmosis. My body is incapable of being normal. No one else has toxo for 9 months... seriously - we can't even discuss having a baby!!!

I want to go back to my pregnancy websites. I want to experience a 2ww again - (but i'd like to be pregnant quickly please). I check in on people and I find some fabulous women are PREGNANT and I have this emotional rush of joy. Then i think ****, how will i be when I get pregnant!!!

Ok, so not much to tell, just wanted to drop in here and say hi. I'm still alive, diseased, but still alive.